I'm better off dead like Lane Meyer/ jet engine on my bed and I've had the same fire/ since ninety three with the same lighter/ you ain't as live as me on this rhyme beat crime spree/ I find it hard it's hard to find/ sometimes doesn't matter how much I try/ my soul still sucked dry/ I'm a loser baby/ whose gone crazy/ not much can amaze me over these break beats/ the tv raised me/ till I was set free at 18/ to blaze mic's with the same steam/ as a teenage Kurt filled with angst/ as the earth puts them killer ants in yah pants/ come on dancevoices of evil in a bozo's nightmare/ my whole life I was scared/ unaware of the truth/ in the lair it's the super/ suicides never the answer little trooper/ came to save the game like Mighty Mouse/ unlike everything you write about/ hype the crowd, done living a life of doubt/ shove the mic down yah throat/ quit all that boasting its hopeless/ got all the poets rolling in their graves/ you soulless shade of grey/ I bring the purple tangerine in this black and white scene/ it all started with a dream like Risky Business/ it's my life you just live it/ yah ain't hip to the slang that I speak/ design beats to bang out the jeep/ with a loser in the cruise control/ burning CD's for every fool you know/ drones with they're head phones in they're ass/ skipping outta class to smoke the Dare instructor's stash/ I'm the Dark One but still an insecure kid/ who had enough and started twisting bullies wigs/ in my younger daze I use to sport a Sony Walkman and own a pair of Eric Koston's/ lost in translation sweeping across the nation/ in my fortress of solitude my mind seems vacant/ satan on my shoulder skating on Dayton rims/ the holder of a boulder spray painting on the bridge/ peel em off the page throw em in the maze/ just another one trapped/ searching for God's path after the worm hole collapsed/ take me to your portal/ I am but a mortal being/ perceiving is believing, seeing and achieving/ the means of peace/ fear makes you weak/ love is all you need/ 10 foot man making my lunch/ see you in the someday pass the spiked punch